Meister Eckhart Was Right
(Immunotherapy, No. 13)
Of all my twenty-four
Chemo and immunotherapy treatments,
Eleven months on now and counting,
On only one occasion, one only,
I was alone in a private room
( I drew the short straw -
It was the only bed available).
It hit me, Alone on my own,
This was not the way to go:
Anathema, awful,
Never again no.
Chemotherapy, Immunotherapy
I declare to be communal,
An us exercise,
Not a me myself and I one:
Too many stories,
Too many names and faces,
All of them forever
In my memory etched;
Too many teachers and lessons too,
Both simple and profound -
It doesn't matter which.
"Relation is the essence
Of everything that exists."
And you know,
Meister Eckhart was right.
-CS Lathrop
13/04/2024