Witness To
(Chemotherapy, Cycle 2, No. 3)
I am witness to much here:
Whispered truths,
Careful coughs,
Slow deliberate steps,
Relatives learning to walk slower
And young ones prematurely bald.
Twenty-four months on,
This ward,
This 'school of schools',
Continues to wake and shake me
From slumber and indifference;
You cannot be indifferent here,
Unknowing or uncaring.
You simply cannot,
Nor would you want to be.
Every week different,
Every week unique,
Ordinary and extraordinary -
Both at the same time.
Relatives in uncomfortable chairs,
Trying to be comfortable.
It never works.
And across from me,
One of those prematurely bald ones,
All of twenty-seven.
They bring me near to tears every time.
But to and from every direction,
That word again - Kindness -
The chief import and export,
And no tariffs.
-CS Lathrop,
14/03/2025