An Interrupted Almost Half-Fall
(Between chemotherapy, Cycle 5, No.. 3 and Cycle 6, No. 1)
If you saw us walking in,
You wouldn't bet on us
Making it to the end of the ward -
But we do.
Mind you, each step
Like an interrupted almost half-fall.
We are the off-beam, off-guard,
Off-piste and off-kilter ones,
Our compasses trying to align
With the North Star
And be right and steady again,
Some balance again - maybe?
We who need a gentle merry-go-round
Find ourselves on the tilt-a-whirl,
Wondering when it will stop.
If we were aboard ship in a storm,
We would be grabbing for the rail,
Trying to concentrate on the horizon
And hoping for calmer seas.
Ah, nausea...
Just go.
- CS Lathrop
- 13/06/2025